My mom died unexpectedly about two months ago now, and I have been spending a lot of time thinking. I never realized how hard it would be to lose a loved one. Even though we know the inevitable, that we will all someday die, it is really painful to go through. My mom was a wonderful person, full of love. She always made friends wherever she went, and always wanted others to be happy. When my mom died I was really shocked and sad. I cried a lot at first, but then my thoughts turned to my mom's life. I thought about her attributes and realized that crying wasn't the best way to honor her. I realized that to honor her I needed to live my life, to move forward and to carry on the legacy of helping others find joy and love in their lives. The gospel teaches us to love and serve one another and that by so doing everyone will be taken care of. I have been applying this principle in my life and have experienced the most amazing joy and happiness!